Zephaniah 3:17

Zephaniah 3:17 " The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing."

So, I really like this blog. Because nobody reads it haha, and I can just put my thoughts in to words, so its basically a win/win. If one day someone does happen to read it, hopefully by that time I will be well on my way to not caring what others think of me..until then haha i suppose Im taking baby steps towards that goal.

Its funny because I was walking into the Titusville BCC campus on tuesday, and first let me start off by explaining the weather conditions. You know the expression raining cats and dogs? Well..it was raining horses and cows..and basically elephants, cuz it was raining hard. And if you have ever been to the titusville campus after it rains, you will know that a small lake forms between the parking lot, and the building. well there is only one problem..getting across this "lake."

Well i walked through it earlier that day, and was soaked and covered in mud..i had to change and later that night I found myself in the same situation..I didnt know how to get to the building..so i proceeded to walk through the lake yet AGAIN. why..im not sure.

So i was wearing sandals..backless sandals. and they of course got muddy and wet, and as i got up closer to the building my shoes began to slip off my feet. One would come off..then the other. Emabassed I out them back on and proceeded to walk.. it happend again. and again. and again. and idk why i just explained this whole story but the moral of the story was i was embarressed for the dumbest reason ever.. and one day I hope stupid stuff like that doesnt embarrass me..

Anyways on to the reason im writing this haha..I have been ridiculously stressed about UF. Which is where I want to go..but I dont find out if I got in until next friday. a week. so I have been praying a lot about being calm and letting God take control and whatever he wills me to do, I will. Well, trying to calm myself down doesnt do me much good, because the fact is that Im nervous, and I feel like only he has the power to really set me at ease. I was reading and came across the versee up thereee ^^^ and the one line really stuck out to me. "He will quiet you with his love." Thats just the best ya know? when you need something and BAM. he puts it there. lol I realize how gay I sound..but i dont care. And He delights in me? ha all i can say is how the heckk can he delight in ME? im a freakinn messss. but he does. and i am thankful beyond belief. and I am trying, more than ever, and these things are just becoming important to me, and my heart is just now taking notice of the little things and the ways that God tries to speak to me. All I can say is..better now that never.